All my feelings

I want to discard all my feelings.

I don't need feelings.

They dominate me. 

They dominate my mind all day long. 

The feeling that envy someone is the strongest emotion to me.

Sadness,loneliness,fear,anxiety, despair. If I can discard these feelings,

I don't need to face ugly me. 

I hate my negative feelings and myself. My mind is covered with dark feelings all day long. 

Go away. 

Please make me free.