Secret Mind

I have secret mind.

I don't want to be known it, especially by you.

I adore you, 

so I don't want to be known my secret mind.

I adore you, 

so I'm scared of you leaving me.

My mind is not beautiful.

I am not beautiful.

I envy someone who can always be beside you.

I envy someone who is loved by you.

I want to be someone who you like.

I want to be someone who you love.

But I have no confidence.