To do, or not to do. That is my choice.

I've just got a certificate.

It is not a national license,

it is just a proof that I finished a course 

to be a Kokoroya Reset Counseling Master.

It doesn't guarantee that I can get good salary,

or

It doesn't proof that I am a good counselor.

However, it means a lot to me

because it is a proof that I spent 7 months 

to find out what I really want to do, 

or what I really want to be.

During the 7 months,

Everything I did was based on my decision.

I didn't need to smile when I didn't want to.

I didn't give any advice to anyone who seemed to be in trouble.

Even when people appealed that they were sad, 

I didn't say anything because I didn't want to.

I didn't make anyone happy when I didn't want to.

It was a huge experiment for me.

As a result, I noticed Everyone is OK with it.

I mean,

I don't need to be kind, or supportive as my parents said.

I don't need to help others as my teachers said.

I don't need to be nice when I don't want to be.

No one hated me.

I don't have to be kind.

I don't need to be nice.

I am OK to be what I am.

Everyone is OK to be what he/she is.