it's not fine

It is funny how I was stuck in a cycle of suffering, realization and submission until Taeyeon came by.

"It's not fine"

Was something I didn't tell myself. Why would people think of things negatively? Shouldn't we be saying "it's fine" instead?

As I thought for a while, it was something I should have said to myself earlier. It's really not fine. It's really not healthy to submit to something I know is not right.

"It's not fine"

Yes, it's not fine. And today, I will break out of this cycle soon. Just like how I took the leap 1 and a half years back, I'll take that leap again.

-CHASE