Dead hearts a death in the family rar

And then i thought of an idea. I said to myself So what i tried to mentally put into my mind is And eventually over time i got so used to being in the dark i attually enjoyed it and started to just conjure my fear.

What you need to do is simple. Find somewhere to run to. Keep doing this untill you eventually start to walk it Then you can try walking to the shop. And once your in the shop Then you have achieved so much just from doing that. I know fighting a fear is hard That is why its even harder for you to beat this.

You must of heard of the saying "what doesnt kill you can only make you stronger" This applies to this When i was reading your story i felt sorry for you. Not because your scared of going out in public, because you let a fear consume you.

And the fear you feel has beaten you. Im also writing because the song you described was very good Just push yourself and you will succeeded. Good Luck. Some say life's meaningless but the meaning of life is what you make it out to be. The only real meaning of life I can think of is to struggle and survive. We derive some satisfactions from these things, and build around us a place filled with people that we love. We survive not only for ourselves, but the ones who love and care for us.

And in the environment we live in, there are other complex organisms that live and struggle in their own way too. We are all just creatures in the savage garden trying to carve out a nitch for ourselves. We argue semantics, philosophy, and law because we don't know who we are, what we're set out to do, and how we're supposed to go about doing it.

Sure we're all fascinated with how the story ends; some of us guess how it ends, others state they don't know, a good amount of people don't care, and some people jump straight to the ending.

But there's no reason not to enjoy the middle of the story, the struggle and survival, because in this we see how people can change for the better and worse, the rise and fall of empires, the evolution of language, scientific discoveries, how effective different forms of government are, and many other things. There is so much going on out there that we sometimes don't have time to comprehend it all.

Life is happening, and your own meaning is out there. But to find it you have to get out there, live, and never fucking stop; no matter how difficult it might seem. Experience new things and meet new people; go on a hike, try out different hobbies, learn a new thing every day, go to the library, smile at strangers and start conversations on the street, etc. There's always will be some beautiful and bright interpretation to something seemingly chaotic.

In the middle of a hurricane is the eye of the storm. This song is like that. These people are getting back together after some have moved forward. But even though it's hard to know they're out there, hard to know they still care, and all these kids have become dead hearts, they can still be together. They can make a new beginning, and fix these broken hearts; never as good as new, but fixed enough to glow brightly with love.

Your interpretation is very similar to mine, though I don't have APD. I have Depression and Anxiety. Maybe I'll do a separate post about it CBark on January 13, Avantan I'm really sorry, that must be super tough. Sharing it on the internet is a good idea, actually, because I s'pose that's not as intimidating.

Matilda Is Rad on March 26, Avantan I understand you, I wish I could make you feel better somehow I hate see people sad, and I wish you didn't had to get through this, not alone. I really identified myself in your comment, cause I feel that way. I feel like I'm leaving too many chances in the past and not doing anything to try to help myself. It's sad because I feel so much miserable, and I don't know where I'm going with all of these stuff gong on in my life.

Avantan I also made an account just to comment. I feel like your interpritation is amazingly moving. I don't have APD but I do suffer from schizophrenia and paranoia and let's just say that keeping relationships is hard when you're schizophrenic.. In my case at least.

I appreciate your strength to type that all out. I read a response of someone else's and in no means do I say this to be rude to them, but sometimes putting yourself in your fears is destructive, especially with disorders fueling them.

Don't try to force neurotypical health onto yourself, you can't help your disorder. It's been a while since I read a quite long article. And once I finish it, It must be very special. I don't think what you are is pathetic. People doesn't normally make accounts just to reply to somebody.

With this, I think you're very special - a wonder. I know this post of yours was back on , but, it's still feels as fresh as the sunrise for me. I may not have APD, but I can relate being an introvert. You have a talent for writing here. Focus on that. You don't have to be like anybody else. Trust me. Find your passion and calling. I have a feeling that you are truly in lined with writing.

And who knows, in the near future,.. God bless! Avantan You are so brave to share this interpretation online, and I can tell you that interpretations of songs can never be wrong. What are intepretations anyway? They are just all based on our own experiences and what we've been through, and i think being able to see ourselves through songs is beautiful :. And to be honest I actually teared up reading your interpretation, although I've never met you and probably never will.

The way you express yourself and your feelings through words is just so real and touching. And I guess you can also see from other replies that you are being understood, if you've read them :. In fact your interpretation is what I think of when I listen to this song now.

I don't know if you will see this comment, because I'm replying to your past from five years into the future. But I just hope that you'll be happy. General Comment I feel that it's about the past. The "ghosts" and "dead hearts" are the dreams, people and even your old self. Now they're all dead hearts to you" - seems to be a loss of childhood, or innocence that you once had that you long for again. They are dead because that old you no longer exeist cezozze on September 14, Link.

No Replies Log in to reply. My Interpretation I think this is a couple after a failed relationship one goes back to the apartment they lived in a goes back to places they went too and remembers the memories and sees "ghosts of their past" Tell me everything that happened Tell me everything you saw She claimed to see ghosts of the past and told a friend.

They had light inside their eyes Describing how lit up they looked and how happy they seemed Did you see the closing window? They moved forward, my heart died -- The boy moved on in the relationship and it broke her heart Oh please tell me what they looked like Did they seem afraid of you?

They were kids that I once knew Now they're all dead hearts to you. Wow, your interpretation was really deep and well thought out. I enjoyed yours the best, it gave the song a whole new meaning for me. Cool beans. SEROone on November 09, General Comment I totally agree with Browns The endings of relationships and times of life are always difficult, especially when others move on and you are left behind with nothing or you are still living like before but everything has actually changed.

General Comment I agree with Browns as well but I also think it could be some sort of reflection of the self.. While pondering you ask yourself if you even saw it all coming, if you even saw the windows being closed and the doors being shut by the people that you loved, who moved forward without you.

What was it like? What did they look like? And you think, you once knew them so well, as if like children, when you were so optimistic about everything, then when everything ends you find that you now know nothing about them or even yourself at all. People call you out on it, but you keep denying that you still care about them or that you're alright. But it's all just dead, lifeless hearts walking around you. Ace your assignments with our guide to A Death in the Family!

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