The sea of Despair

I am swimming in the sea of despair.

I can't see the shore.

No one is around me.

The faint light that I can see is 

too far to catch.

I can't seek help from someone.

All I can do is to drown.

It's too late to restart.

I wanted to feel the faint light

before dying.

It's OK not to catch it,

but I wanted to feel it with my skin.

I wanted to warm this cold sea

with that faint light,

even if the time is temporary.