.

He said creepy . 

ー　About my birthday collage , 

after March 2021

I made it in 12/24 2019, because I was too lonely in our first Christmas at home alone.

But I couldn't passed it in 2019 and 2020,

because I thought maybe it is too early to celebrate his birthday with collage card in 1st year, and I was not sure it is able to make him happy or not.

If you did not go to Russia on our first Christmas Day and spending Holidays together ,  I did not make it Anyway .

Why I shouldn’t even love someone ?

My love is creepy ?

I am horrible ?

Why I am not permitted even to feel love ?

Why I shouldn’t have made collage card for my important partner ?

Why I shouldn’t do anything like other girls

I am scared to feel anything to anyone